The pathway to truth, is the pathway to heal…
Why do we wait for people to tell us what’s wrong with us? What are we so afraid of in looking for it within ourselves? We walk around aimlessly looking for the light only to find ourselves lost in a deep dark tunnel. How did you get there? When did you get there? Did you have a choice in the matter? Either way time and time again I see myself in the lost souls out there. Just trying to survive, trying to stay afloat. Trying, trying, trying…but just like quick sand the more you try the more you sink. What is truly going on here? Denial. Denial that you have a problem, denial that you are running away from a problem, denial that YOU are the problem. A good therapist, a good healer is trained to eventually put the mirror right in front of your face when you get to your a-ha moments. Why is that? Well to put simply, you knew the truth the whole time. You are the truth. Your truth comes out in your moods, the way you talk, the people you choose to surround yourself with, the food you consume, the drug of choice you take. You see it everyday you know what you need to do, but if it was that simple then why do you still need help? If I am my own innate doctor then hello let’s go! I want to live an optimal healthy life stat! Right? Wrong, this is where the perfectionist way of looking at ourselves eats us alive. Start a strict diet after months of unhealthy habits, one month down you’re doing good, then one cheat day turns to two, turns to three and what’s the point…didn’t lose anything anyways. Back to the old ways. The old ways…how are they working for you? Probably not great if you are asking for help. But hey the point of this blog is to let you know you are human and nothing is perfect. No one got an A+ in life, trust me, no one. You know why? It is all relative. We focus so much on the how am I doing? What do they think of me? I’ll prove them wrong! Our society is still very much in the selfish ego of consciousness, and it is what it is. We just aren’t in that age of enlightenment…yet. All you have to do is turn on the news to see it in your face. Selfless acts are rare, selfless acts are usually done in some type of egotistical exchange. Meeting people that are genuine good souls is hard to come by these days. I wish these personalities were more admired and looked up upon then the power hungry ones who only strive for more more more. Yet they are there and here you are. Now, how do you live in that world when you feel the cracks of this dog eat dog world buckling under your feet? Did you choose to escape like most of us? Did you choose to simply ignore it and continue on with the only thing you know, your family & loved ones. Hey that’s okay! I am not by no means pointing fingers or trying to stir the pot. I write for myself and for those who are like me. Healers feel the world and as such we have a lot of escaping mechanisms. Mine revolve around wine, laughter, and chocolate! Sometimes in abundance and let’s face it lately it’s been in abundance. What a time we are going through. One for the books they say. Yet for those of us who are still feeling stuck, lost, and seeking help all I can say to you is trust yourself. You have the answer right there. It’s always been there. You just need to close your eyes, listen to your soul and your soul alone. Ask yourself if you are ready to heal. Ask yourself if you are ready to see the truth. Ask to be shown the truth. Listen, and I mean truly listen…then write it down my friend. Stamp that truth into your innate memory. Paint it out. Sing it, be it. We are in a time for absolute creation. The phase of destruction has ended. Be the light, see the light, live in the light and you will be free.
